Everyday is something different,
you always seem to care,
Even when your heads not high,
You are always there.
No matter what the problem,
I'll try not to disobey,
though I tend to do that,
I'll remember what you say.
Everyday should be Mothers Day,
Because of all the things you do.
Mothers Day is a time of year,
When you should get things too.
All I really want to say,
Is how much That I care,
Thanks you Mom for all things,
And I'll always be there.
I'm sorry that I'm so difficult,
and I know I can be a bitch.
I'm sorry for missing all my
chances to make up for it.
My feelings inside don't show
just how much I love you.
But you should know
because you're my mom.
I love the way you always
make the day better.
How when I'm sick you
help me get well.
When I was alone you
were my dearest friend.
And when I was sad you
showed me how to smile again.
In truth I cannot put words
to describe how I feel.
I've tried my best tho I
feel that I have failed.
Simple and short -- I love you mom,
Happy Mothers Day.
Love your daughter.
"You know what?"
"No, what?"
"We should never fall in love."
"Huh? Why?"
"Well, it's simple, really."
"Explain it to me, then."
"We're opposites, you and me. You're the sun, I'm the moon. You are day, I am night. You're warm and you beat with the vitality of life. I'm pretty chilly and I beat my fists against the mirror for showing me reality instead of dreams."
"I still don't quite understand."
"I am a dreamer, and you are a dream."
"Thanks, I guess."
"No, listen--you're like the people who say 'save the whales'. You want to save the world, you want to do some good. You want to make a change, make a difference. And me... well, I'm
Cast away
Beat down and broken
I must obey
The word is spoken
Draw a circle of protection
Kept at bay
Keep away
So far apart from her perfection
Shadows loom
Lost in the gloom
I slowly slip away
A thirsty sea of stone and sand
Lost within a nightmare land
Afraid of night without a day
When the monsters come and play
I hear the serpent at my ear
She's urging me to drown the fear
But deep within this tortured mind
Wicked secrets you will find
I think that soon I'll fall apart
Their kindness only breaks my heart
I'll pass the nights in misery
With no one there to comfort me
The home I have is not a home
The life I lead i
My addiction;;
Youre the blood running through my cut up veins
Youre the air that I gasp to breathe
You are everything I truly need
Without you my life is dark and incomplete
You are the one who puts that smile on my undetermined confused face
I often wonder and question my life
Sometimes ask myself why I am still here
Its as I am consuming the elixir and wine
After eating that plant from that thorny vine of life
That I realize I could still die in heaven and in hell
Because you wont be there
I need you with me
You are the life support they put me on
You are the only reason I stay alive
You are like my r
You stab yourself in the heart
With a poison filled barb
We call it depression and
We're ready to medicate
Pop the pills and the pain
Goes away, and you give in
Welcome another happy addict
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Cut the skin from my bones
The disgusting sinner falls away
Digitally stimulated and disconnected
Cake the make up on the slut
Remove the tumor implanted within
Fuck the regret you feel, it isn't real
Let loose the anger cannon inside your heart
Explosive emotions fill up the emptiness
Drug me up and spit me out
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Eat the sins of your maker
Devour the love
My heart beats the same for everyone but him.
I cant breath, speak or move when he comes around the corner.
Motionless, shocked, in awe and in love.
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Scream your heart out.
You will be heard.
Everyone is listening.
Your heart will scream.
Its pounding so hard.
I can hear it.
Breath.
Wake up baby, it's time to grow up.
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I've been staining this razor for too long.
I can't handle any of this anymore.
Do away with me and Slit my throat.
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I dont know who did,
but someone put stars in your eyes.
I cant stop smiling when i talk to you.
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Standing alone
Waiting for you to come and stand by me.
I miss you so
The Little Things
A touch on the arm
A smile
A compliment
One look into your beautiful, blue-green eyes
All I have
I keep in my mind
Replaying over and over
My playlist of you
Of all the little things
The only ones I have
For what good
Is money or possessions
When the one you love
Will never be yours?
When you have to imagine
How it would feel
For your lips to meet?
I'd never tell you
How much I love to hear you speak
How many times I've listened to you
Watched you from across the room
Or how many times I've feared
That you'd realize it
And you can never find out
That my eyes have never seen someone
The way they see
Sorry --
What if she died?
And at the funeral her parents told you,
"You could have saved her from herself."
How would that make you feel?
And that night you went home
Sat in your room alone
And killed yourself
Just to be with her again and tell her
"I'm sorry."
Friends --
Why do people try to help me?
Do they care?
I guess they do
But all I do is hurt them
Especially Sarah
She keeps trying to help me
But all I do is push her away
She's my best friend
Why can't I just let her help?
Emptiness --
What if I died right now?
How would you fell?
Sad, depressed, torn apart?
Or would you feel nothing,
But an empty place that